Crushes are disgusting

I’m all over you like a fucking kid, with some loser obsession I can’t resist, follow you round like some sick little bitch while I hate myself for wanting you like this / Look at me, wish I was all over you, can’t break free and I wish I was just over you / Stalking your profile, swinging my feet, kicking myself for being oh so weak and funny how I seem collected, it’s sweet, got the dirtiest insides, bury me alive / Look at me, wish I was all over you, can’t break free and I wish it was all over / SOLO / Look at me, wish I was all over you, hear my plea, I wish I was – wish I was / Look at me, wish I was all over you, set me free, or is this something you can get into? / I wish I was all over you and I wish you were all over me, too,  wish I was just over you

WAITING FOR THE APOCALYPSE

Spent too much time thinking about things that didn’t matter. Did we just lose our minds? Trying to live life with emotion never got us nowhere. We were just wasting time. Can we just lose our minds? / We’re just waiting for the apocalypse. Restless, wasted, we don’t care what we missed, so hello hello to all of my friends and goodbye goodbye, we’ll see where it ends. We’re just waiting for the apocalypse to come / Why do we fear sudden change? Nothing changes anyway. We’re all just stuck in the same. We used to have to be restrained, always clean and perfect. Should we accept this fate? Yeah, can we just lose our minds? / We’re just waiting for the apocalypse. Restless, wasted, we don’t care what we missed, so hello hello to all of my friends and goodbye goodbye, we’ll see where it ends. We’re just waiting for the apocalypse to come. Ooh and I don’t mind. We're just waiting for the apocalypse

That's What You Get

(ring) hello? *laugh* Are you serious? This is how it’s gonna be? Ok. / You call me up acting like you’re the center of the universe. Did you know I actually couldn’t care less about your half-assed excuses? I’m trying to have an honest conversation with you. Can you do that? Can you do that? / Once blind, twice dumb, three times, there’s nowhere to run. Screw you, get gone, you’re why everything went so wrong. That’s what you get! / Cause god forbid someone actually be angry at you for once, get a grip, stop acting like the victim. I know you’re insecure, so am I, so is every person around us, and if you can’t recognize that, maybe you’re just self-obsessed. I mean maybe, maybe you’re being blunt for the sake of being a jerk, instead of just accepting the fact that you’re a jerk! / Once blind, twice dumb, three times, there’s nowhere to run. Screw you, get gone, you’re why everything went so wrong. / That’s what you get, yeah, that’s what you get. That’s what you get, yeah, that’s what you get now. That’s what you get, yeah, that’s what you get. That’s what you get…that’s what you get! / Once blind, twice dumb, three times, there’s nowhere to run. Screw you, get gone, you’re why everything went so wrong / Once blind, twice dumb, three times, there’s nowhere to run. Screw you, get gone, you’re why everything went so wrong / That’s what you get. That's what you get. That's what you get, now, that's what you, that's what you

Sorry

I try to be a good friend and believe your feelings are true. But what does it matter, when all you think of is you? Time after time, I’ve really tried, but I can’t keep my anger inside when you’re around with your passive-aggressive put downs / Sorry I called you a stupid bitch, and made you cry in front of your friends. I know that it’s something that you can’t fix. Should I be more understanding? You’re just a bitch, but I shouldn’t have told you so / I’m tired of feeding your bottomless pit of need, and I’ve had enough of those apologies you never mean. Time after time, you never tried to once see things through my eyes. You bring me down with your back-handed compliments and self-serving merry-go-round / Sorry I called you a stupid bitch, and made you cry in front of your friends. I know that it’s something that you can’t fix. Should I be more understanding? You’re just a bitch, but I shouldn’t have told you so / Remember I saw you, and told you all my darkest secrets, you promised you’d always keep them locked away, but then you opened up your big fat mouth / Sorry I called you a stupid bitch, and turned everybody against you. You know you deserved every little bit cuz nothing I said was untrue. Sorry I called you a stupid bitch, and made you cry in front of your friends. I know that it’s something that you can’t fix. It’s hard to be more understanding. / You’re just a bitch. You’re such a bitch. You fucking bitch! But I shouldn’t have told you so. Sorry.

today didn't suck

Today didn’t suck. I didn’t flunk my test, cuz my teacher was sick, so I cut class with my friends. Yeah today didn’t suck, but there’s always tomorrow. Today didn’t blow. Jamie wasn’t a jerk. I didn’t cry in my car, and I got laid off from work. Yeah today didn’t suck, but there’s always tomorrow. It didn’t feel like the same old thing, somehow I didn’t feel like dying. Nobody around to tell me what to do, I can play my song and just sing the blues. / SOLO / Yeah today was all right. I didn’t wanna punch the wall and I got a show tonight, we’re gonna rock and roll! Yeah today didn’t suck, but there’s always tomorrow / Today didnt suck! Today didn’t suck! Today didn’t suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck yeah! But there’s always tomorrow

dumb and blind

Packets of sugar in my veins shoved down my throat, it’s sickening. The sweetness makes me fucking ache. Losing myself just to feel sane / Leave me dumb and blind. No tears left to cry. Running up, still one step behind / Handfuls of salt under my palms. Hold them whenever something’s wrong. Funny how everyone just moves on. Is this just another stupid song? / Leave me dumb and blind. No tears left to cry. Running up, still one step behind / All I feel is fucking crazy, it’s too normal for me lately, give me my right to be angry, making everybody hate me. All I feel is fucking crazy, make it stop, someone sedate me, where is my right to be angry? Wanna watch it fucking break me? / Leave me dumb and blind. No tears left to cry. Running up, still one step behind. Hey!

pretty when i lie

Chew my cheek, meet you upstairs. Hands in pockets, you know why I’m here. You don’t know what I like. But go on, go and try / I’ll shut my eyes, give up, fantasize. Keep it inside, I’m pretty when I lie / Hold my tongue (Blanking stare), you’ll never know (Ceilings all torn) what I am thinking (Hands in my hair) when I take off your clothes (I’m just getting bored). I can’t stand being unloved. The thought of you is enough / I’ll  shut my eyes, give up, fantasize. Keep it inside, I’m pretty when I lie. Hoped you’d be mine, like I’m worth the fight. Won’t give up my pride, I’m pretty when I lie / They don’t hold me like you, they don’t know me like you do, they don’t hold me like you, they don’t know / Chew my cheek, put on my shirt. Feel more depressed and question my worth / I’ll  shut my eyes, give up, fantasize. Keep it inside, I’m pretty when I lie. Hoped you’d be mine, like I’m worth the fight. Won’t give up my pride, I’m pretty when I lie (Lose my fucking mind, still pretty when I lie)

SEVENTEEN AND STUPID

Living with all these stupid rules. Why try when the world’s so fucking cruel? What am I getting for growing up? Problems that had nothing to do with us, and that just sucks! It’s not fair, you messed up. Why should I give a fuck? / Just let me be seventeen and stupid, I don’t know what I’m doing, but I’m good for now while I do what I want. Just let me be seventeen and stupid, don’t want my freedom ruined. I don’t wanna say I grew up way too fast. Where’s the fun in that? / Stop telling me to just act my age. Don’t say i’m too old to misbehave. Why should we deal with this shit you caused when the world never faced it for us at all? And that just sucks! It’s not fair, you messed up. Why should I give a fuck? / Just let me be seventeen and stupid, I don’t know what I’m doing, but I’m good for now while I do what I want. Just let me be seventeen and stupid, don’t want my freedom ruined. I don’t wanna say I grew up way too fast. Yeah where’s the fun in that? / SOLO / Hey, assholes, yeah you, the ones who call us lazy and pretend like you somehow worked harder than us to get where you are. You hoarded all the wealth and poisoned our food supply and fucked up our planet and now what, you want us fix the mess you made? Meanwhile the planet is melting and we’re all getting sicker and you sadly went from sex drugs and rock n roll to become conservative fucks! I can’t wait for you all to die! / Just let me be seventeen and stupid, I don’t know what I’m doing, but I’m good for now while I do what I want. Just let me be seventeen and stupid, don’t want my freedom ruined. I don’t wanna say I grew up way too fast. Yeah where’s the fun in that?

RADIO SILENCE

I’m not trying to make a scene, but you mean a lot to me. Oh you cared enough to leave. Watching you come back as soon as I say please. Nothing to revisit now, try to fall back in our crowds. Either way we’re both too proud to really say what we’re still feeling, spit it out / Radio silence is your word. It just makes me feel fucking worse. Your default, you don’t need me at all. Radio silence is your cure, but I still want more / Feeling like we’ll never win, contemplate how long it’s been. Blissfully so ignorant, blind to something everybody else can’t miss. I’m not trying to bring you down, but I’m needing you around. Go through motions, want to drown, all-requited situationship, profound / Radio silence is your word. It just makes me feel fucking worse. Your default, you don’t need me at all. Radio silence is your cure, but I still want more / Oh, know it’s low of me. And oh, I want more please. Please, please, please / SOLO / Radio silence is your word. It just makes me feel fucking worse. Your default, you don’t need me at all. Radio silence is your cure, but I still want more